It's been some time......

It's been some time since i post a new message. Coz i know nobody is even looking at my blog...

But well, I haven't typed alot since my friend's website closed down. (I've been writing lots of movies reviews there also) So, suddenly just feel like typing and writing what i think somewhere and so, thought of writing it here. Don't care whether anyone will look at it but i'll just write.

Sigh...it's been quite tiring for the past two weeks. Doing so much things just to get into a course in temasek poly that i don't even know if it's the right course for me now...which is good? I've always been asking me that but no clue at all.

Initially, maybe after my 'o' lvl exam, on vacation, i wanted to do interior design. And had a very strong force driving me towards it. But as days passed by, I sorta lost that strong force and started to wondered if i will do well in that course. I think one of the reason i chose that course was because that was the only DESIGN course my father thinks will allow me to do well next time when i'm out working. However, I started to think that the work i did throughout the year 2005(most) were more towards Visual communication, which is graphic design(2D work). And perhaps that's what i want to do. I can't decide between these two until that day, the second day of Lunar chinese new year. My Aunt and Uncle all came to my house. And as usual, they will ask about me, "what are you doing now?" "oh, working, working as wad?" blah blah blah...surprisingly, I got quite alot to say to them, to my forth Aunt especially. I actually thought they were naggy and irritating last time when they asked about my things. But I didn't know why I didn't feel that way now...but feel good after having the conversation with them. Perhaps, that's why parents always tell us that "When you grow up next time, you'll understand". Anyway, i was asked what course i want to go into when my result comes out and i told my forth aunt about the interior design thing. She told me interior design isn't very good. and that's all, It's dinner time. My forth Aunt went out of the room to the dining table together with my other Aunt and Uncle. She then told my seventh Aunt and Uncle, which both studies graphic design, that I want to go into interior design. They both immediately said that Don't go interior design, not good. They told me I'll have to compete with ah beng ah seng who can design and do renovation BUT are able to charge at a lower price which I CAN'T. That's when i realise what they say might be true. So, i wanted to ask them abt graphic design, but before i could, they told me Product design will be good for a design course. At least come out sure got job. And Product design eventually came into one of my consideration. However, perhaps i'm tired of facing machines and staying in the workshop whole day due to my DnT subject in secondary school, so I didn't quite like this course.

But guess what? My result came out and i got 18 points for L1R2B2(for going into poly courses) and I was posted to Product and industrial design(my 5th choice). My 1st was Visual communication(graphic design), and 2nd was interior design despite the warning. And eventually, i went to appeal for visual communication ONLY. and was called up to go for interview last tuesday together with one of my friends who wanted to go into that course too. But the person who interview us criticise all our work and I actually spent more than half an hour inside that room with her, trying to tell her that I WANT VISUAL COMMUNICATION AND NOT PRODUCT AND INDUSTRIAL DESIGN which she kept asking me to accept. I was kind of disheartened after that interview. So i just proceed with my registration with product and industrial design which i'm suppose to do before 27 march. I then went for pre-enrolment medical exam at Shenton medical group at tanjong pagar. I was told to go collect the report on 27 march afternoon and to call before i go. I did what was told yesterday after collecting a cheque from my secondary school and returning my folio at the same time. I was then told my report will be ready only after 4pm. And so, i went there at 4.30pm and i was told that my report is not ready. I was very angry of course but just didn't express it out. I told them i was told to come after 4pm. And guess wad the hell they say? They just look at each other and say, "dunno? never receive...", and the gal at the registration booth told the other to go check inside maybe with other ppl. But that bitch just told her, "dunno, dun hav..." and didn't even look at me when she say that. No apologise or anything. AND just told me, "MAYBE tomorrow..." It's not like I'm unreasonable or what, but...i mean, What the hell is this??? Make people come down for nothing and can't even apologise and cannot even confirm the collection date. HAIZZZ...feel so agitated typing this...

Anyway, just reformated my com two days ago, now it's left very empty...but much faster... I just message my manager yesterday asking him if i can don't work for this week. Perhaps go for bbq steamboat this saturday which we've always wanted long time ago. But can only all make it on friday saturday, due to "My best friend" studying in PJC now and got homework everyday...OMG I would hav exploded if I were him.

I know this is a long post but the main purpose of this is to just type everything out. So, if really there's anyone happen to want to read my blog...haha, sorry to you but they're all in one chunk for now.

~Kaze