Shooting star...

That day, at the small class gathering, as usual, i walked behind the group, while they're busy talking...Am I really missing something, not mixing with the group like always...? Well, perhaps not, guess what i saw when i look into the sky...a shooting star...Oh my god, my first time seeing a shooting star...well it's like nth u've seen on tv for sure, it's not like a comet or wad. It's just a fast moving star...that's all. Well I'm so eager to tell my classmates that i forgot to make a wish...I did regret for a moment back there...but then again, who proves that wish made upon seeing a shooting star will definitely come true? Haha...perhaps it's just a "rumour has it..." but no harm trying eh. Sigh...if you really saw a shooting star and had to make a wish within that 1 second, what will it be? I don't know either, but perhaps I'll wish for that "someone" to appear bah...lol...School's starting in one month plus time...and I'm starting work today...after resting for two weeks...but I plan to tell my manager ltr that i'll be quitting in three weeks time, which is 9 July...hope he approves...or rather...he had no choice, haha, he said must give two weeks notice and i gave three weeks notice, I'm quitting for sure...until I know for sure that i can cope with my school work......sigh...What is life? Life is what you want it to be......

free......as a bird......

~Kaze

Wasting time?

Even as I'm working now 6 days a week, and earning money, i feel like I'm missing something and wasting my time. Working everyday, doing the same thing everyday, and tiring myself everyday, what's the point, it used to be keeping myself occupied, but now i guess it's for the money, coz i got lots of things i want to buy. LCD tv with dvd player built-in, A new phone(probably samsung z710), Laptop(which i don't even know if i wanna buy an imac or normal windows...). But i know i can only buy one of the three. Do I really need a tv inside my room, watching my own dvd and playing my games all inside my room? or do I need a new phone that I'm probably just envy of others having a better phone. But mine isn't that bad, samsung e720, It's only been one year since its release and it has a 1 mega camera and mp3 which i can't listen now due to my earphone or something spoilt, which i'm not too sure abt, but can't listen with earphones. Or do I need an imac laptop for my school work in the future after i start school in july? or even if i need a laptop, shld i buy a difficult to use and expensive imac but ideal for doing my grpahic work, or a normal cheaper windows laptop which is more user-friendly but vunerable to virus? But do I really need all those? I only hav 1000 left in my atm acc. It's only enough for either phone or tv now. still far away from laptop, and in the following days i still need to withdraw some money to use...Should i just quit my job and enjoy chilling out with friends before school start or should i keep working like a cow and earn that 600++ a month? I dun wanna miss the fun, coz i know after i start school there'll be stress and not much time for fun and after which i will go for national service and work after that...what's the fun? And I'm currently sick but have to go to work later, why? coz I've still not decided. I want to get a one week break next week, hope it'll be approved. I'm really tired of working so damn hard, and earn that mere 600++ a month...I wanna wake up late, go out enjoy, come home early, sleep early...and not like now...waking up so early in the morning to get to work until 12++ in the night and reach home after that just to sleep and repeat the cycle the second day..."what's the point? I wonder..."